The first few days of being single are nice. Knowing you’re free.
But now after about a week I’m starting to feel that nostalgic loneliness. It’s like I have every guy at my fingertips… but none of them holding mine.
It’s like that moment where you think “Haha! Okay guys! That was funny!…now give me my boyfriend back. Haha…guys?”
No one’s there. It’s just you. Alone.
I understand how you feel. It all seems like a dream sometimes, I feel good about being single and than I feel like like I just want him back.
^ Exactly. But I broke up with him. So I don’t want to mess him up even more and tell him I miss him. But sometimes I wake up with that feeling of just…having someone as mine and then I realize I don’t and, like you said; it feels like a dream.
In time the pain and the missing will go away. Well that is what I’m telling myself. We can both find better, B.
“Cinderella believed in dreams, all right, but she also believed in doing something about them. When Prince Charming didn’t come along, she went over to the palace and got him.”—Walt Disney (1901-1966), on Cinderella, 1949. (via historiful)